mmmm.....dog breath squares

There are these lemon squares that always seem to be at our different mormon activities and...I can't remember who pointed it out to me but...they totally smell like dog...kinda like wet dog.....(shudder) and as if the smell wasn't enough to repel you, the first few seconds of each bite taste like the smell of dog-don't ask me how, they just do...and then the lemony taste comes in and you think...maybe it was just in my head....this isn't too bad, and then you take that second bite and instantly regret your decision. I just don't get it. Why do people make them and why do they think they're good? maybe they can't smell it....or maybe I just have hyper sensitive sense of smell....like a.....dog....how ironic.
So I'm going to town with the elipses.....don't they just infuse what I'm saying with meaning and make it seem deeper, like there's more under the surface? LIke for example:
yaknow, sometimes I wonder... (see at this point you're like: what? what are you wondering??? when actually that was my sentence and i just got lazy and held the period down too long, but you totally thought it was going to be some thought provoking statement (ok, maybe not if you're a regular reader here, haha)

anywho, yea for random tangents...
ok, seriously i'm going to go off of the elipses for awhile, it's not finite enough for me at the moment.

I love my friends. They really are great and help me realize that I'm not alone-even if most of them are married ;)

So the quote of the day goes to Marlie: " I think you and I should prepare thank you cards, so when we finally do meet the right guy we can personally express our gratitude to all the wrong ones for passing up what would have been for them a great catch."

So I found this song by Kelly Clarkson entitled "Maybe" and I love it- I love the words, and I love the music it's not your conventional sound but I love it,it just keeps growing and growing on me. And it's funny cause normally I always connect songs with different people/situations in my life, but this song i'm not actually linking it with anyone i know. It's like....a song for the guy that I haven't found yet, the idea of someone i guess? I don't know, but I like it. DANG IT! I totally used an elipses up there, ok I'm sorry-you really don't need to go through the pauses I take to think i'm working on it 8) I had no idea that I'm such an elipses junkie

"Maybe" (#56 on my Play list below)

I'm strong
But I break
I'm stubborn
And I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah I'm hard
And life with me is never easy
To figure out, to love
I'm jaded but oh so lovely
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe

Someday
When we're at the same place
When we're on the same road
When it's okay to hold my hand
Without feeling lost
Without all the excuses
When it's just because you love me, you let me, you need me
Then maybe, maybe
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe

I'm confusing as hell
I'm north and south
And I'll probably never have it all figured out
But what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world without you
And I promise I'll try
Yeah I'm gonna try to give you every little part of me
Every single detail you missed with your eyes
Then maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe

I don't want to be tough
And I don't want to be proud
I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found
I'm not lost
I need to be loved
I just need to be loved
I just want to be loved by you and I won't stop 'cause I believe
That maybe, yeah maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe